I feel like I'm really struggling lately. I'm hoping this might have some good effects. To start with I'm not gonna lie I feel a little dumb for asking for help on reddit, but I feel like I'm to the point where the anonymity is the only way I can open up. I've been struggling to do anything in life. It feels like all of my time belongs to the people around me. I feel as though all of the motivation and ambition has been ripped from my life. Overall I feel like I haven't been able to do anything for myself. Whether it's small things like hangout or playing a game, or larger things like self improvement or my work ethic. I'm just stuck, lost, and I don't know what to do anymore. I had a close childhood friend that I lost a couple of years ago because they felt like the world was leaving them behind and I fear for the same.