We are a group of 3 in class, two girls and I ( I am a guy) so I do have a very soft corner in my heart for this one girl in our group I often find myself looking deep into her eyes and man i don't know when I am with her I enjoy every moment and I love that personality of mine whenever I am with her, something about her makes me feel special and yeah I do want her by my side every time, she's just special tho she recently opened that she is dating somebody and yeah It did kinda felt very heart breaking and now after that I find myself looking her with even more warm and love I would say, she is somebody I really opened up to very well, the bond was like never before, man she's just somebody i really admire and also I feel lost like we meet once or twice every week or so in class. I don't want you to give me the pua advices and things I am feed up of that, say how would you feel in such situation if say there was literally no such thing as pua.