I am 20M virgin. Never had a proper relationship, during the school days ( i was 16) few girls were into me and decided to grab the opportunity to get in a relationship with one of them, turned out after a month I didn't felt for her strongly and just disconnected all of a sudden and broke all contacts with her (nothing serious happened, i just felt doing it and not regret) she was very much into me.After all of this I am single till date and tried direct & indirect approaches. Most of my friends both genders give me feedbacks and as much as i am aware of myself , yhe problems described by my male & female friends & girls that i approached were:-

Boy besties:- 1:- the first impression is not good. You don't smile much and laugh along much. 2:- You fucking don't talk and wherever you do you are a guy with no emotions/expressions on face and body language and talk boring, all of a sudden out if nowhere. Mostly you remain quiet among our bro group and seem uninterested, lazy, low energy. 3:- You speak in few words and few stop or 1-2-3 sentences and stop. Not fun at all , more awkward either. 4:- No competent enough as a guy . lack expression and how to place/promote/display yourself of grounds in not good. 5:-We know you are interested and wanna do things, have fun but no able to speak your hearts out even if you want to. 6:- You get angry all off a sudden like you will beat anyone and then feel bad about it and isolate yourself or become extremely quiet.

Girls bestie's:- 1:- you are good looking guy girl seem interested with few hobbies but you do real bad when it comes to actually talk/express/lead/fun & tease & banter. 2:- Seems you are not interested by how are you present yourself to the ladies. 3:-while hanging out in a group you seem to be the one out of the place, left out not because people are not interested in you but because you don't respond well. Its problem with you. 4:- leave the girls just notice how you look in your boys group, you don't even seeing to be hanging out with them when you are with them. 5:- you seem blank when met in person 6:- very bad with online chatting with girls and boys too 7:- what have you want till now ? 8:- Anger issues

Approaches:- you go blank or sometimes too much excited, cannot hold conversation ,dressing is not that good, lack fun & tease , mostly serious, quite out of the place ,low energy.

TOOOOOO MANY PROBLEMS, MY HEAD IS JUST FUCKED UP JUST LIKE MY SOCIAL LIFE. I FEEL A LOT THAT WHEN I AM WITH MY BUDDIES IT'S NOT GOOD FOR THEM TO HAVE ME AS A FRIEND I AM NOT GOOD AT ALL. HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I SOLVE IT ?, I AM LITERALLY FEELING TO DO TO SOLVE IT . EVEN I CANNOT HOLD A CONVERSATION WITH MY PARENTS NICELY. 😞