tl;dr - Currently 19 years old. Pretty much everything I accomplished was taken from me, and I feel as though my life has been ruined by others. Parents divorced, dad lost over 1.5m, I never saw a dime from child support or alimony (mom spent it all/saved it presumably). House was sold due to mom not paying mortgage. Dad now struggling financially (I live with him) while mom lives elsewhere (haven't seen her for awhile). Overcame rough times and ended up getting into a top prep school, mom takes it away from me by lying about whether or not i got in. Had low testosterone and high estradiol during puberty, father cared but couldn't do much about it as i lived with mom at the time. Mom didn't give two shits, now i have wide hips, breasts, a small dick, and feel like shit. Also, mouth breathed as a child, same issue with mom not caring, now I need lefort and double jaw surgery. I feel like my life has been taken from me, what do I do??

Body: I know the told was long, but try and bare with me. It all started with my parent's divorce when I was quite young (around 3). Up until this point, everything was going fantastic. I was a healthy baby, my Mom was from Poland, came here in 1980 and earned an MBA from a top 30 school. Dad came from welfare growing up and became a dentist, earning his DMD from a top 5 school. Dad was just starting his own practice, making around 500k yearly, Mom was starting a jewelry business, around 50k yearly. Things were good, and life showed a lot of promise. After the divorce, my dad got fucked and lost over 1.5m in paying mom half the value of his practice, plus child support and alimony (60k yearly for over 10 years). He was kicked out of his house that he bought, and i lived there with my mom. Life was rough. I cried often, missed my dad, and always wanted to be with him rather than my mom. She couldn't have given less of a shit, as she still went to court to extort more money from him and made sure he wasn't able to see me. Between loss of family structure, my father, and finances (and eventually the house), I grew angry yet motivated. I was always bright, and decided to pave a path to Harvard, thinking it would help me escape this life.

I ended up getting accepted to one of the top 2 boarding schools in the world (people familiar with prep schools in the US should instantly know the 2 I am referring to). I was waitlisted at first,then taken off and offered a spot. They called my Mom, and she declined on my behalf, then lied and told me I didn't get in. I went to my safety, still a good school, and re applied to the top school. During the interview, I found out what had happened 12 months earlier and was devastated. Unfortunately, fate wouldn't be so kind, and this time I was waitlisted again, but not taken off. Finances were tough, and I had to leave my safety school and go to the local public school.

At this point, I felt like everything I worked hard in life for was stripped from me, by my own mother! I rarely tried, and became depressed and cynical for grades 10-12. Even so, I still got into a top 25 school.

During all of this, puberty was occurrring. Up until the age of 12 or so, I was not only mentally the top of my class (best grades, tested iq over 130), but physically superior as well. I did karate, tennis, swimming, and body weight exercises. As soon as puberty hit, I noticed something wrong. As everyone gained muscle, leaned out, and grew stronger and more handsome, I grew breasts, wider hips, and weaker with much more fat. I knew something was wrong, and my dad did too, but mom wouldn't have it, and told me i was fine. Mouth breathing also plagued me around this time. My face grew vertically rather than horizontally, and my facial attractiveness faded.

Now, here we are at age 19. Once a very bright, accomplished, fit young guy, I am now taking a gap year before the start of college, with a deformed face, botched puberty, and depression. I will need testosterone therapy, even though changes can't really be made to my skeleton frame, a lefort surgery and a double jaw surgery.

This post has two purposes. 1.) I am mostly looking for advice on what to do/where to go now? How do I get my life back on track, and what would you guys do if you were in my shoes. My life has been fucked by my own mom and inept doctors, and I have lost my family, house, finances, education, and even phenotype (the messed up puberty and deformed face). My current plan is to blast and cruise tren ace and test prop, get the facial surgery, then look into skeleton surgery. During this time, I will do well in my college and either go to med school or get an MBA. Hopefully my father can do well and finally get the retirement he deserves, I can do well, and I can place my mom in a home.

2.) Let this be a warning to any women that may lurk here. This is what can happen due to your stupidity and negligence. I thought that women would at least love their own children.. I was wrong apparently.

I know that my writing may have been a bit of a rant, so sorry about any incoherency. Any advice would be appreciated.