Greetings, u guys probably don't see posts like these at all but I could use some guidance from someone that's been in the same shoes as me:

I'm 18, I identify as bisexual and non-binary, and like I said in my previous post, I used to be "red-pilled" as I thought that would make me more "masculine" and "less gay", I was insecure about my sexuality and my more "feminine" gender expression, I also thought it would fix some real issues I had and still have to some extent like people pleasing, jealousy, nice guy tendencies, lack of authenticity (I'm getting better at this but not to the level that I want it to be), being scared of confrontations, obsessive behaviors about things that are meaningless in the long term, insecurities about my sexuality and gender identity (this one has gotten way better but there's work to do), not following what I actually wanna do and more...

I know I can work on these things alone but that is way slower and honestly I'm not super disciplined to keep up by myself, so I would have to have someone that can give me guidance on these things and that I can update on my process frequently so that I don't get lazy (unless I need a break or sumn)

Thanks for reading :)