My wife and I are married for 6 yrs. We have 3 year old daughter. Since 2020 i have been working from home (engineering job). Since start of marriage i am the one doing all chores inside and outside mostly..raised 2 dogs and a cat. She is always disconnected and have shown discontent with me. First i was like “Dang, i am wrong and something is off with me”. She explained to me why she dont feel it because “I was not loving her in the way she wants”. But everytime i tried i was told “ you haven’t even started yet!”. Her go to was stonewalling, block me from phone, go live with her parents etc and she is heavily dependent on her parents for the help they provide with raising our kid, etc. Fast forward, we grew distant, she asked me to leave. I left and started living in an apartment in a hope that break b/w us and some time will heal it. Now she wants divorce and oh boy i begged for months. I spiraled down, lost my mum to cancer during it but she always remain indifferent. She is good mother, fantastic nurse, good character (wont cheat etc as far as i know) etc. but she always kept me distant and always let me know how bad i am in this, this and that area of life. She frankly alienated my kid all throughout the separation. No tears shed on my moms passing away, no concern about me spiraling down. I fear my daughter ll have bad life if i am not in picture daily, may be i am holding it too tight, may be i should have stopped begging…. But i am very confused what should i do… Any advice is appreciated, Gentlemen! I am currently 30 years old and living in northern california.