First of all. Im not shy talking to Girls or approach them. I work as a cashier and even there i sometimes give compliments to Girls.

Im cooked because 1st i have a specific type of females that i feel attracted too(big chest) and 2nd i never wanted to „just have sex“ to have sex. Maybe im crazy but i need a connection with a Woman and not just a attractive Body. I also refused to get a BJ back in School because it was a stupid offer: A Girl (known „Hoe“) in my School said she would give a BJ if someone gives her Hotspot Internet. I did but i dont wanted the BJ. So i dont know whats wrong with me. Its like i feel bad for beeing a virgin sometimes and thoughts like „ you could already do it“ cross my mind but on the other hand im like „no i want a Girlfriend and i want a connection for that“ any Thoughts appreciated ✌️