Might delete this post, since high school is ending, and Im out forever, wanna forget, but for now I want to vent.

A year ago, met this girl on instagram lets call her "G1". We started talking, and knowing each other. I developed sort of a crush on her, and well dumb immature me, still decided to talk even after finding out she had a bf. Now she would only start a convo when she needed something like a temu or shein card. One time when i talked about how i got expensive tickets to something, and how I was taking family with me, she was like "nah forget the relative take me instead". G1 once again has a bf, and we never met in person so this was weird. So eventually after being ghosted 2 times for not complying, i decided to give up on G1, but i was still kinda thinking of her.

Then months later another one "G2" appears, first started with her texting first, and then eventually we started talking more, and she added me to close friends. It got to a point where she was replying too my stories. She also had a bf, but I didn't care, wasn't interested in her. Now G2 and G1 are close friends, and I told G2 knows that i had a crush on G1, after telling her. Eventually we found out we both got tickets to a concert, so i hit up with the "wanna meet up since we're both going" She said "yeah sure". So whilst we were planning, she blocks me, and deleted previous messages. Also asked G1 if she wanted to come, since i had an extra ticket, and blocked. (Also went to the concert with my dad, cause nobody even friends wanted to come with me, and the ticket was free)

I was initially heartbroken, 2 close friends just gone, and I defintely have a reputation in their friend group. The whole school year passed by (the blocks started September) and exactly today, something awful occured to me. My best friend is actually close with G2 (texting at night, calling, invited for prom) and well he kinda wants her. So I already told BF about G2, so he was kinda curious to know why G2 decided to block me.

G2 replied with "hes so weird, he would stalk me and my friend, he had a crush on my friend G1, and tried talking to others. We are at prom, and he was trying to get close to us. Today he was in line, and i wanted to come, I wanted him to go away, i feel uncomfortable" BF who didnt want to seem suspicious said "at least you wont see him" she replied "yeah Im glad" Then BF told me everything. Now the worst part was when G2 found out pics of my self harm, and the reason why I did it. According to her someone sent her it. I was in an emotional impulsive state, so I unknowingly sent someone a pic of my arm. (IK MY BIGGEST REGRET, SHOULDA THINKED FOR A MOMENT) But yeah, G2 and G1 know about it, and they are like "ugh hes so creepy".

Now the stalking shit and prom shit were complete obvious lies. Yes there would be times where we would randomly come across each other, its a fucking school. We only ever did eye contact. G2 and G1 also said "he would try to get our attention" GIRL i get everyones attention, you are nothing special. And she claimed I was trying to get near her during prom. NO I WAS NOT. I was partying, getting lit, no time for you. You just happened to me near me, and if you were uncomfortable why didnt you move away from me. I was in the middle of the stage with my bros dancing, you have some nerve to say "oh you were touching me, even tho its a crowded dance floor where everyones bumping into each other." JESUS CHRIST, the lies get me so fucking mad. Like dont flatter yourself honey, Im glad I dont have to see you again ever. You were always the least of my concerns throughout the entire year.