I don’t know if this is the right sub to ask a question like this. Don’t ban me, lotta interesting stuff here, you can roast me if that helps. Please don’t though.

There was this girl, who is way outta my league(my low self esteem). I’m decent looking, clean, a bit overweight great communication. I initially thought I couldn’t get with this girl so we were just talking and she gave me her number cause she wanted help with something she was pursuing as a hobby which is my profession. We exchanged numbers and kept talking, no flirting, although when i made a stupid joke she would laugh a lot, i’d be like thats a dumb joke why would you laugh. But still she kept texting me, checking up on me constantly, when we’d go out she’d grab my hand and we’d walk like a couple. My stupid dumbass constantly thought no way she’d be into me. She’s a 9 and in my mind i’m like a 5. I used to be 340lbs and now i’m 213lbs. So i still think like a 340lbs guy. So for the last 2 months, she’s not being as communicative as before, no checking in, nothing. I want to know if i still have a chance? Did i mess it up? Is it time for me to move on? Damn i feel so stupid. Any suggestion will help.