Wore what I thought was a neat outfit today (it was just a white tee tucked into some black trousers with sneakers but I thought it looked good) and thought I'd take some photos of the fit and of my face as well.
I did a few with the selfie cam on my phone and thought I looked okay. My core imperfections were still on display but I knew I couldn't change them.
But then I did a few with my front facing cam, some with a 12mm lens and some with a 50mm lens. From what I've heard, the later is the closest you look to other people. And I looked bad.
My face was just really fat and puffy looking, on top of my other imperfections. When I saw them I thought to myself "No wonder why you're chronically single."
It really hurt me because I've put in alot of effort already to lose weight and take care of my skin. Ofc I'm not perfect at it and sometimes I slip up and miss something. But even then, I thought that maybe id look a little better.
