I had friends all of them stopped contacting me no one calls me or text me If I call them they won't pick my phone if I send them a text won't reply never had a girlfriend in my life I was 🍇 when I was 7,9 and 11 for a straight month my father was in debt never let me go to college and I started to work right after school I helped him out of debt he still got himself in Debt I am trying to pull him out of it instead he put me in debt I'm tired. I am 21 now I have lost hope in my life my mother blames me if anything goes wrong in family.

I never had friends to begin with, I am giving up I will never have a family, a loving wife and beautiful kids. I'm ugly fat, broke unworthy of anything good I wish I had never been born at all my mother should had the abortion back in the day.