Lately, I've only had the drive to maximize my free time and self-improvement. If I'm with a group of people, I'll find ways to leave as soon as possible, and do things alone. College, for example; groups of people all hangout after class, but I only want to go home and read or go visit my grandparents or lift. I feel like the conversations are boring and surface level and I have a hard time connecting to people I haven't known since childhood. With girls; I don't feel like girls are worth the effort of my pursuing them just for some pussy. I'd rather enjoy myself or be with friends. I want this to change, and I want to find enjoyment out of social contact. A 19 year old shouldn't be this isolated and I should be enjoying my youth balls deep in bitches with the blood of my enemies on my hands. Advice?