’m not sure if this is the right place to share what I’m feeling, but I just need to talk I am a woman.and a few years ago I was exposed to red-pill content for the first time, and it shocked me deeply. I had never imagined that some men could speak about women or view them in such a way. From that moment, I developed obsessive thoughts. I kept reading everything they wrote ,literally all of it.

I began to look at myself as if I were a lesser human being. Slowly, I started to internalize their words and feel ashamed of myself simply for being a woman. I received treatment for depression and OCD, and I improved a little, but I still struggle to stop when this content appears. Whenever I see it, I feel compelled to read it again and again.

I read things like “women expire after the age of 23” or “women are manipulative and should be treated with humiliation,” and I keep thinking about it over and over. I become afraid and ask myself: what if all men become like this? What if this is the truth about me, that I am a second-class human being ? Its been 4 years am in this 🥲i dont know how to think and what to do