Hi long title, so I am in the entertainment business and have a new opportunity tonight at a new venue, however I haven’t gotten a text back from a girl who texted me she misses me. Idk if it’s cause I barely gotten sleep the past two weeks but I feel down despite my opportunities. I took my pills but I’m kinda thinking some thoughts towards myself that are “harsh”. How can I lower what I deem as success? And also I feel like a lot of guys always use me not getting enough women to put me down. I always feel like I gotta prove myself to somebody. I have extreme fomo and want to change that so I don’t feel lesser.