I study 10 hours a day and I have been going to the gym for years.

I was not sleeping much during college and because of that my testosterone dropped from 900 when I was 17 to 450 now; I am 21. The 900 measurement was taken in the morning and the 450 measurement was taken in the evening. I heard that testosterone levels are lowest in the evening but still it is a big cause of concern. Because of the drop in testosterone my penis has shrunk especially in girth. I have not been able to get an erection in a while. I stopped drinking and I am hoping that with my new sleeping pattern my testosterone will go back to at least 800.

I understand that because of my lack of sleep my testosterone might have dropped. Now I am sleeping at 10 am every night and waking up at 7 in the morning. I go straight to the library and study for 10 hours and then I go to the gym. Then I go out for with friends to bars. Of course I don't do well because women only want men well above 6ft and handsome, with a hollywood leading man's face.

My lifts are 315 for the bench press and 405 for the squat and deadlift. I have been lifting for years and I am stronger than almost everyone in my gym. I want to keep it that way.

My obstinate parents will not approve of me using viagra. I told these assholes that I work much harder than other kids and I would like to have fun as well.

I got into a huge fight with them because they don't want me to use testosterone replacement therapy. I told them that I am giving it 3 months for my testosterone to rise. 3 months of sleeping at 10 every night. If it does not get back to at least 800 (My baseline natural levels) I will have to start trt.

They don't get the importance of looking good and having sex. All they want me to do is just study all day and then continue to study when I am in grad school. There's more to life than that.