Hey everyone,

I've been lurking TRP for a few months and have put it into practice in my LTR. I consider myself a beta most of my life in terms of girls as I have only had one ex gf and was always too shy or self-conscious to ask girls for their numbers or implement game. With the things I've learned from TRP, I have seen a great improvement in my relationship, but I'm really not sure what to do. I see how you guys offer such insight and wisdom based on your own experiences so I was hoping you could give me some insight on how to handle my situation

My Story:

I have been an LTR with this girl for about 6 months but she considers it 11 (since the day we first started talking). I was infatuated with this girl for a year and never had the balls to approach her or properly talk to her until my friends forced me to. I found TRP about 5 months in and she saw my complete beta side. She would shit test me all day and I never had any physical experience to even get anything I wanted. POST TRP I find myself in control of the relationship and have escalated from no physical contact to almost everything besides sex and getting blow jobs. Consider we are both from muslim families and this girl has a strict curfew of 7pm and there really are no red flags from her besides one. She was engaged in an arranged marriage a year before we met and said she never liked the guy and broke it off before they could get married and that she was only doing this for her father who had cancer at the time. So after TRP, whenever I threaten to walk away or leave, thanks to abundance mentality, she cries and begs and tells me she will be better etc. I feel like I am still a complete beta for giving her so many chances. You may ask what am I giving her chances for after what I have just told you. Well after applying TRP knowledge in my LTR, she does treat me way better and I get most of the physical stuff in consideration to her strict upbringing and islamic background. Also there are many great times were we can talk genuinely as friends without me having to hold frame because she will be really nice, caring, etc. My only problem is that she has a very inconsiderate/bitchy attitude some times and doesn't know how to handle things. For instance, whenever I try to be genuinely nice to her (a beta trait I presume) she will proceed to shit test me and once she gets a reaction she feels like she is in control. In response I threaten to not put up with anymore of this and she cries and begs again -> repeat. I feel like what I'm doing is emotional abuse because all I really want her is for is physical pleasure but she never gives up on me and has hopes for marriage, the future, claims she loves me more than anything, etc. (Basically spinning her own hamster however way she wants it). I really don't know if all this is my fault for breaking frame so much and leading to the point of me leaving and my other question is how do I get sex at the point I'm at. Is it impossible or too late for me? Should I just drop her good. At some points I felt that I really did love and at some moments I do but its a very conditional thing and maybe I'm just immature. There are so many factors and variables into play that I begin overthinking everything and I really am not sure.

I appreciate if anyone could give me some insight and tell me how they would handle this.

Edit: I feel like the only reason she keeps clinging onto me whenever I threaten to leave is because of my higher social status and appearance. I have gone nuclear on her several times, called her out on her out on her bitchy attitude, made her cry several times. There are no red flags about cheating, other guys, lying about the past as I know people from her hs who said she was a really quiet shy girl. I obviously realize without me she has no value in the eyes of her peers, friends, etc. but if I am to give this to her I really want a genuine relationship without shit tests and I want to have sex, physically escalate whenever I want.