tl;dr Doing me, feeling great. Talking to this one girl for a bit then I retracted because of self-improvement and games she plays. she texts back about hanging out last week, I say no and reschedule. Text about it the next day, No response and I haven't texted back after a week. What should I do about that and is there anything notable that helps you notice whether to push or push, leave or stay sooner?

Alright so a month ago I started hanging out with one of my bud's girlfriend's friends. so I went over with intention of hanging out with my friend and maybe seeing what's up. We start off liking each other, she thinks i'm a little douchey but i guess it worked. I had just swallowed the pill and pushed the asshole card into douchebaggery a little too much, and I know I came off as uncaring, not even genuine in behaviour even more so after the initial douchey asshole stuff. I'm getting over the overbearing attitude now.

We did like each other but she played mad games, always on tinder looking for that ideal swipe, and just in general playing hard to get, it's how majority of girls act today, I know.

We went from something to nothing real quick, I still played the game and kept composure but i felt like it was done. I then didn't contact her for awhile. Out of nowhere after a week (last week), she asks to hang out and I tell her I can't tonight. I later ask for a rescheduling and I get back "okay but you have to make it up to me" type thing. I text her back the next day, and asked about it and got no response. I haven't texted her back and don't know if I want to. I gave myself alot of goals recently. To lose weight and workout (which i've lost thirty pounds within the last month), to speak less and listen more (give a response only when necessary or needed), and to better myself in all aspects physically, mentally, and emotionally if that is what it takes to feel better about myself and the things I know I want.

I swallowed the pill, acted the way I did with her which wasn't necessarily me, but now I'm gaining back intensity, drive, and confidence to be myself again. However with that said, I noticed I didn't like what I used to be and I don't like what I am now. I went from Alpha, to beta, back to Alpha with too much conceited douchebaggery with nothing to back it up, and now I'm trying to take a piece of humble pie and reflect on how can I improve to achieve my goals and just be a better me. And in the back of my mind, I'm thinking that I'm different now then when I first met her or even have seen her last, and I want to give it a chance but I know I can't chase what I can't see. I want that inner peace and acceptance of myself in knowing I'm doing right and maybe some form of closure with the girl whether it be good or bad. So question is, Do I just next? Continue on just doing me and forget her?