went to a friends place and got really drunk while everyone was getting high.bad idea. there was this girl whom i had onetitis for and she forgot her phone at my friends place when she left. someone kept calling her phone and i decided to pick it up as i didnt really know whose phone it was and the person kept calling her. turns out that it was her brother. seeing that i had answered the phone, my friends snatch it away from me and tell me not to answer it again.

i dont know what gets into me and i message the girl telling her that her bro called and that he might get worried hearing so many guys in the background and that i would have answered it but my friends were high so they snatched the phone from me. i feel guilty about the message and show it to my friend and tell him that i messed up. that asshole shows it to the others instead of keeping it to himself. all my friends think that i am an idiot for writing that they were high and it would make them look bad and instruct me to blame it on one person. so i do. at the end, i felt bad and headed back home and call my best friend who is currently in germany. i was in pretty bad shape and talk to him about suicide and how everyone would desert me the next day. he was really concerned and he messaged the girl who i was talking about and asks her what happened. i dont know the exact content of the message so it could be pretty bad. the fact is that he doesnt know her and it will reflect really badly on me. i also asked him if he messaged some others but he says that he didnt. the girl also refuses to tell me the content of the messages. what do i do? im in a pretty shitty situation and feel that its going to spoil my reputation. EDIT- he told the girl to maintain her distance from me as she was huring me a lot.