I was blue-pilled for almost 25 years. Learning, accepting and changing towards the red-pill philosophy is hard, and takes years to fully incorporate it. I refuse to believe something unless I try it myself, I have tried all the philosophies, methods, rules in this sub for a few years now and they hold true and work amazingly no doubt. In all aspects of my life.

At the time I took an almost 180 degree change in my personality and lifestyle. Read the sidebar a few times, read rational male etc... Now I hit the gym, have hobbies, sleep around, I have plates, can get a fair amount of women I want, have a good life...

... but very time I make a mistake, every time I fuck up an interaction, every time I get ghosted, every time the chick doesn't cum 3 times when I fuck her, I think to myself "Fuck, I'm still a beta bitch for making mistakes, keep trying, redpill guys never fuck anything up"

I am not afraid of risk taking, but I can't get over this one thing.

How do I get over this?