Basically I've been hooking up with this girl in college for pretty much a year now, and I'm coming down with feels and I'm not sure what to do.

Last year we would have sex pretty regularly. Timeline is that we fucked around regularly for like 3 months, then I felt like she liked me and wanted a boyfriend, so I broke things off for Like 6 months. Then four months ago we started fucking again. Now I think I'm starting to like her. I feel the need to talk to her a lot and be around her and I think about her a lot. It's honestly gross considering I'm trying to be a red pill man now. I'm repressing a lot of the feelings but they're still floating around my mind which is troubling.

This is definitely making me feel more needy, I usually initiate contact to get her to come over, but last year I feel like she definitely would text or make contact with me just to talk and stuff (I usually wouldn't respond too much), but now I pretty much always initiate conversations over text/snapchat/whatever. I also see her pretty frequently. My college has a weird setup and we study in the same place so we always sit with each other there.

Last year I barely gave a crap about her and all was well. Like a month ago I took the red pill, and I can see everything that's happening. I'm starting to come down with feels and she's shit testing me more and I have this sick feeling in my stomach that she's moving on.

But I don't know for sure, we still have sex regularly and she's flirty with me still.

I definitely am not a beta bux provider also. My game is decent, so I'm able to deflect or pass all her shit tests and I still make her laugh.

Maybe I'm just fucking paranoid, but I'm definitely developing feelings for her and I feel like the puss is drying up. How do I stop giving a fuck and fix her as a plate? I'd rather not bail, I kinda like her as a person actually and the sex is decent.

Any advice would be appreciated guys!