I swallowed the pill 4 month ago and made tremendous progress in every area of my life ever since that. I updated my social circle and added a lot more girls and drifted away from my old friends because they could not deal with change and perceived me as beta, did not show the respect I demanded and it was pointless effort to try and change it. However it bothers me that I am not the one who gets invited somewhere, usually I am the one who does the inviting and I am the one gathering people. Even in my new circle of friends. I feel insecure with this and I don't know where to start fixing this problem. I do not have any circle where I genuanly feel like part of the team and I wan't that feeling.