Bit of backstory here. I was cheated on by my first and only love quite some time ago, which led me to the discovery of TRP.

I realised two things: I couldn't have been more of a beta during the relationship, and TRP teachings are beyond accurate. I subsequently started improving my life. Got a gym membership, lost 20 pounds, gained a bit of muscle and started wearing fancy clothes. It's paying off too, but things go wrong as soon as I open my mouth.

I'm still trying to internalise the many teachings of TRP. I managed to cram a lot of terms and facts into my head, but today I came to the conclusion that it hasn't done much when it comes to improving the beta within me.

I still put women on a pedestal. I do not play the game as I should. For some messed up reason, I'm having a hard time speaking properly. I keep stumbling over my words, I suddenly suck at pronunciation, etcetera. But when I do talk, I talk a lot of trash. There is no mystery to me.

Women do not have to perform any kind of shit test on me because there is no need to. The beta inside me already tells them all they need to know.

Any advice?