Unfortunately I've had my first failure since adopting RP philosophy, which is a shame since I was rocking a mean streak haha. Usually I can tell where I fuck up but this time I'm not sure what I did. A little background, I got to know this girl right before finals, we only really talked a few times but it always went well and I got her number. I was looking forward to establishing a hook up buddy thing because shes going on a summer trip with me for a month along with the rest of my class. I usually have great instinct for picking up on girl vibes and can recall a plethora of instances where I was sure of hints being dropped(shaming a beta that tried to one up me in one of our convos before I could even address him, veiled complements, eagerness to meet out of school). She even followed me around drunk at a party once and told me "not to get too drunk" jokingly/shit testing cause she was crunked, I would've moved in then but she threw up lol and went home. She isn't one to take finals lightly so I waited for the end of the year while I worked on another plate. Anyway finals week comes and goes and I text her inviting her to come over and smoke. She is very enthusiastic and we planned to meet at the end of the week (today). She gets here around two and we get right to smoking, talking about random shit, and I move in to shotgun (passing smoke with a kiss) and she leaned in a took it. There was no hesitation or discomfort as far as I could tell, and we eventually finish smoking but she gets off my bed and sits on the floor (weird). We talk and she said how she had to go soon, she brought it up earlier but I figured it was just an excuse to leave early if the day didn't go well but she expressed disappointment about not being able to come over earlier and give us more time. Either way I figured I had to put in more work as I felt she wasn't picking up on anything, and making a point of keeping space. By then it was too late so I walked her out but before she left I called her back at the doorway, she didn't hear me/ caught on and was trying to escape. She came back to me though and I went in for a good bye kiss but immediately she backs up and says "Oh no, not like this, yeah no, sorry", turns and leaves. I was really stoned so I just laughed it off and chalked it up as an uncomfortable advance for her. I go on to do my thing and continue plowing though The 48 Laws of Power when I get a text for her and this convo proceeded.

HER: "We can agree to just never speak of this"

HER: "Go back to friends"

ME: "Wait can we explain that out"

H: "We would just hang out as friends and get high"

H: "Thats what I always do"

H: "I cant read social cues"

M: "How often do u smoke at guy friends houses lol"

H: "Well I usually smoke in a group situation. I just like didn't know I was leading you on. I thought we were just going to hang. Sorry haha"

M: "Then why did you go in for the shotgun? Did it really not pick up on any of that?"

H: "Cause I didn't know what it was and then it was too late" (WTF, she leaned into me)

H: "I tried to make it clear I didn't want to hu. I'm really sorry like I honestly can't read any social cues"

M: "Lol I'm not even mad, I'm just so high its really weird"

H: "Haha well I feel like an idiot. Ya that kush was really good"

My main concern is that she would possibly feel uncomfortable on the trip and go talk to my raging feminist teacher who's leading the trip which would make my life fucking hell. There's no way I can avoid her so I'm just always make a point of sticking with groups and not ending up alone with her. My teacher would not take this shit lightly and would possibly send me home mid trip. (She would send people home for being 5 minutes late to a regroup) So I'm only going to address her only if he talks to me and make a point of not validating her. I'm not too worried about girls on the trip because if I can't pick up foreigners in South America during the world cup then I need to rethink my life hahaha.