Broke up with me. Acted like it didn't phase me and said ok. We text after I ask why cause I was confused and hurt. She said she lost feelings for me and she's lesbian and likes girls. And she'll still let me fuck but doesn't want to kiss? God help me I'm so hurt and confused. I've been redpilled forever but fuck I am in anguish. I'm not really showing it like i'm crying or some shit but. She went from ILY to I lost spark and I feel guilty for liking girls. Help me