I discovered the redpill a couple of months ago and I spent the whole summer to "study" it and apply some concepts on my life. Now I have just started high school, my problem is that I can not talk to people. More specifically, when I try to say something, my mind becomes completely empty and the interactions become really embarrassing. I tried to force myself to speak but I could not make true friendships In addition all my classmates spend all the time playing video games and I am not at all interested in those stuff. Should I start playing video games myself to improve my social skills? I'm socially awkard and i realy want to improve my social skills, what could I do to do it?

(Sorry for bad english, is not my first language)