Short story: I really fell in love with a woman, we had a half-year-fling, and now she wants to cut off all communication. I'm really at loss what to do.

Longer story: I was a fairly typical incel loser until about a year ago. After long dry spells, I started reading TRP and started applying the advice to my life (I was a college student, 23 years old). It worked wonders - I became happier, more focused in my life, and more successful with girls. Scoring four girls in a year (one of them was a semi-regular "plate")...it's not much for you veteran players out there, but for my abysmally-low standards, it was a massive success. During an exchange study program abroad, I hooked up a girl - and started having serious feelings for her. This happened very gradually; we hooked up once, twice, three times...then started going out...then, after going back to my home country, I visited her and she visited me. We spent this summer together, and it was probably the happiest summer in my life. To make a long story short: my whole emotional life started revolving around her. I really, really loved her. Our last meeting was a couple days ago, when we promised we'd see each other again soon.

Now she tells me she doesn't want to stay in touch with me. She didn't say this outright, but in a passive, shit-testing, "I'm not so sure, but..." way. I'm really saddened by this, and not sure what to do. I want to continue our relationship, but if TRP taught me anything, it's that weepy neediness and beta-male pleading will only drive her away even further. Not gonna do that.

I know that the best advice in this situation is "ignore her and meet new girls", but there's another complication here. I recently dropped out of college and moved back with my parents (who live in another country), where I got a job. This is good for my economy, but my sexual prospects are zero and I have to build up a new social life from scratch. It's gonna take a long while. So "get a new girl and forget this one" isn't immediately useful advice, even if will be in the long term.

So, TRP, what's your advice to a lovestruck ex-incel beta male?

(As of now, I'm holding frame and keeping radio silence. Haven't answered anything more than "ok". I won't start pleading with her or declaring my love - that never works. I hope this is just a shit-test and things will work out, but I suspect it's final and I'll never see her again. This is really crushing me. What do I write to her, if anything at all?)