Hi folks, some background, I'm 19 and leaving for college in about a month and a half (hooray!). I'm naturally BP, although I've recognized that women were on average less honorable, trustworthy, rational, so on then men for many years, I still believed that NAWALT, that some women were loyal and didn't play retarded games. I was wrong, needless to say, and I got what I deserved, (which was being burned several times.)

Anyway, I now recognize that women are never really to be trusted....and yet I don't. Like I said above, Im a natural beta, I normally used to be clingy and make these retarded over-the-top displays of affection. I still fantasize sometimes, about TWOO WUV, although I intellectually understand its unattainable. And I still really miss my female "friends" who treated me like garbage.

What have you done to come to see women, like instinctively, as the creatures they truly are? Ive started referring to them as bitches, whores, cunts, etc in casual conversation, just to kinda dehumanize them to myself....but what else do you try? Does it just naturally come with a few months/years of RP thinking?

Thanks for your advice,!