First, thanks for the tips. Don't beg for sex, soft dread, and stop being so needy. Someone pointed out that we "text" a lot.

I've been doing all of that, and just generally not getting upset or reacting or falling into the same old traps that I have in the past. Tonight's post will be the last update to this, because I think I finally figured out "how I need to act", and I'm more into TRP than ever.

First, I stopped fucking texting back as fast and as long and drawn out as she texts me.

Second, after the last update I made we proceeded to have pretty wild sex. She didn't bitch and moan when I made a move. She didn't say "stop spanking me so loud" when I was slapping her ass during sex, and most importantly she was literally the most wet she's EVER fucking been during sex.

The next day wasn't so good. I texted her that no one else was around my place and she should come over. I got every excuse in the book again (in terms of why she couldn't come over). Thinking I failed I just replied saying "that's fine I'm ordering pizza, drinking beer and playing xbox". In the past I'd have gotten so butt hurt.

Long story short, I maintained what I was doing and have been posting about - too much/boring to type out... fast forward to tonight. She goes out with her "friends" for dinner and casually starts texting me. She says "call me when you're done preparing for tomorrow (I have a big day tomorrow)" and I just said "I'm really tired and don't know if I'll get to it after I'm done preparing." That was total b.s. on my part, I was already prepared.

I don't really reply after that even though she sends me three more texts saying "text me when you're done" blah blah blah.

At which point she sends TWO MORE texts one of which is

"I wanna come over friday ;)"

I knew something was up then as she's NEVER just straight up been like "let me come over hint hint"

Either way, the conversation continues:

  • I haven't seen you in 5 days but it feels like a month!

  • She apologizes for "being so needy tonight"

  • I miss you and can't wait to show you how much I miss you... I'm going through withdrawal...

Here's where I say "what are the symptoms"

  • "It's loneliness, being horny, missing you and wishing I could be with you AKA no fun at all".

I swear on my moms life I almost dropped dead as I seriously thought she didn't even have a sex drive prior to this, I guess I just wasn't getting that side of her anymore

blah blah blah...

  • But distance makes the heart grow fonder as they say! But heart is definitely growing fonder ;)

  • "I can't believe I'm going to say this... but.......... You've got me hooked"

Que the convo continuing with some more flirty talk about her warming up my cold bed etc...

I swear. You won't believe me but she literally blew up my fucking phone tonight. I responded but not as much as her... To think, I didn't know if I could save this because I was to the point of breaking up with her not realizing it was me acting like a beta that was causing this.

Whatever, just wanted to share. Not sure how I handle this from here on out, I'm guessing by doing exactly what I've been doing? This is literally fucking like 2 weeks of me changing the way I act and changing the way I think with her and it's paying dividends. I think my main concern is slipping back into how I used to be, but at the same time, this has to be the most I've ever felt she's attracted to me ever.