I'm a 23 year old redpill initiate who has devoured hundreds of pages of material in the past couple of weeks, but emotionally, I'm still very much a BP romantic. I feel that I should break up with a five-year LTR of mine. I still love her, but I find myself constantly idealizing her and convincing myself that I should stay in the relationship out of comfort & lack of confidence as I haven't been in the game for a while. Anyway, I'm curious as to what you think the plan for post-breakup should be. I feel that if I approach it super rationally, then making her a plate (75% sure it's possible) seems the best option, because sex is fun etc etc. On the other hand this might place me in a weird limbo where I won't properly deal with the totality of the break-up which might impede my quest to develop a new, RPesque identity.

Appreciate your thoughts.