I've gotten to the point where I can recognize the feeling. It invades my heart but every time I realize that infatuation is like having 5 bowls of rice in front of you, and thinking the one you put salt on is the best.

I recognize my oneitis isn't special, but I can't fucking stop the chemicals in my head from making me put her on a pedestal. I cant stop myself from getting nervous around her. Is there a way to neutralize this feeling?