I had a date with a chick yesterday. I met her online, we had a 10-ish messages conv. She went missing a few days, I didn't care. Yesterday, I threw a "Hey, lets start this conv again". In which she said "Yes", apologised for her absence, then almost directly proposed us two to meet. Okay, let's do this.

So we meet at some neutral place, have a drink in some bar. She does most of the chat, I just have to let her talk. I ask a few questions, getting her where I want to. Anyway time goes on, 40 minutes later we have to go (bar closing). Get her to go back to my place. Down in the street, shoot out the "we're not having sex" to see where that leads, to which she answers "yeah, we're not, it's a jungle down there". Lol... whatev girl. Joke about it, and move on.

So here we are : drinks on my bed. Talking about her previous experiences. Chick tells me about her past history and how she wants that to change. I ask her how many guys she's been with : "22". Seems much to her. Definitly too much for me to get anything more from her than being a plate/ONS. Nothing shows on my face : it's still a small number compared to some of my other plates.

Then she tells me about that "schyzophren" of an ex that was incredible in bed and was the only one to get her to orgasm. Smirk all the way of her story, don't ask any questions about it, she stops talking on her own. At some points she manage to tell me how "some dudes don't know how to just throw a woman on a bed and fuck her". That most probably was a call to action, but didn't play it. Would have seemed too forced, but got the info.

Anyway, get some shitty excuse to have her get over me, heavy make out session starts. She really wants it, as she presses her pants over my cock. A few LMR come along the way "We're not having sex" "no, we aren't", pretty much try to go on...

After two of those and a clear rejection, I just get up, get my shirt back on, and sit down next to her. Fuck that. She doesn't want to, I have other plates, I'm in no need, too bad for her. She gets dressed back up, while telling me some weird shit :

"I didn't think you were that kind of guy. I hoped we could talk before having sex. I mean, if I were clean down there, we would definitly have had sex, but that's not what I'm looking for any more."

"Yeah, whatever"

"You'll probably start bullshitting me with some romantic shit and all but..."

"Nah, I'm not. I don't lie. I told you. I have two other lovers, and I'm not dropping them. I won't offer you any sentimental things. You'll get sex and emotions, as those two are pretty much linked, but I'm not offering you anything else : that's not what I want. Maybe we'll see again. Maybe we'll have sex. If things go well, maybe we'll have sex again. But that's it."

At which point she kind of smirked, said some bullshit like "It's too bad", and I brought her back to my door. On the way out, she said "Well at least I know there's something to eat here", "Yeah, you've got my number".

Also, as she left, she told me something like "I don't share my food", allusion to my other lovers. I pretty much ignored that one, as she doesn't have any power on it, but I though this might have its importance.

So, that's the short version, and I don't really remember all the details, but that bold sentence makes me think : was she planning to get her some BB, and was she planning on making me the BB ?

She seems like a case of alpha-widow, which I can manage well.

I don't know if I'll fuck her and I don't care : got other plates spinning. But hey, I kind of wanted your overall impression of that night and of what happened. You know, to see if I analysed it correctly (planned to make me a BB) and if I acted well (holding frame, outcome independence, etc.). Most probably I just needed to share this story and have other opinions on all of this.

Had a fun night anyway, she might be a good fuck.

tl;dr : Girls said the phrase in bold during heavy makeout session. Did she want to make me a BB, and what's your overall impression ?