So I just found this sub after bouncing around on the married sub. OMG this is what I needed. I am a bleeding beta right now and have been for years. I was never a true alpha in college but I held my own. I got married right after college and that just disappeared. So began my slow slide into beta land.

Today i am full beta and am trying to find a rope to get out of a deep hole. Most days I get a shovel instead. I am falling into her frame daily and can’t stop. I am addicted to the scraps she throws me and can’t man up. I lost 40 lbs over the last 8 months and went from a very sloppy 245 to a kinda sloppy 205. What I realized when the weight came off was I had no muscle underneath. I am also cursed with no ass and my wife loves to remind me of this at least once or twice a month.

So now that I slayed my fat dragon with cardio, I’m trying to figure out the lifting part. Almost lost my wife to a Chad with a beach bod a few months ago after she lost a lot of weight herself a couple years back and started getting attention. I got tossed into the friend zone one night and found out she had an emotional affair going with another guy. That has fallen off and she gained 20lbs back in despair. Now we are back on an even playing field except I’m still not getting any because she isn’t feeling it.

It’s red pill time boys. Time to get my mojo back. I’m frankly sick of the shit. Due to a family crisis she isn’t leaving me anytime soon. So instead of doing my typical beta sobbing session when she ignores me, it’s time to get to work. Wish me luck guys, I will be lurking and soaking all this up. I watched our wedding video for kicks the other day and I want to have her look at me like that again. I would give my left for it!