Embrace your inner psychopath.

Themes

So if you've followed my posts, they have a theme. You're training your thoughts to be able to be that alpha male who owns his life. Your main brain has been scrambled by years of feminine bullshit, some more than others. While there's no shortage of Anthony Robbins out there, giving you the chemical rush that comes with the pep talk (of which I am not nearly as capable as most of them) I've taken a different approach. Instead of having a goal to aspire to, it's a process, Scott Adams 'moist robot' theory:

The best way to manage your attitude is by understanding your basic nature as a moist robot, that can be programmed for happiness, if you understand the user interface The only thing between you today, and the alpha you of tomorrow is your own head. There's no giant preventing you from going to the gym, no force that keeps you walking on eggshells. There's no one, just you, and your own faggot brain, tripping you up every step of the way, for no reason other than it doesn't know any better. Fuck you brain, I'm building a better man here.

Step 5.2. Embrace your inner psychopath.

It's going to take more than a drop of blood. Don't save any for the swim back

from the Wisdom of Psychopaths:

“When I was a kid,” Larry tells me, “we used to go on holiday every year to Hastings. One day—I’ll never forget it—I watched my sister playing in the sea, and this big wave came in and hit her. She ran out crying, and that was that. She never went in again. When I saw what had happened—and I couldn’t have been more than seven or eight at the time—I remember thinking to myself: ‘If you stand where the waves break, you’re going to get hurt. So you’ve got two choices. You can either stay on the shore and not go in at all. Or you can go out further so the waves lift you up and then crash and break behind you.’ ” Jamie gets to his feet. “The secret, of course, is not to go out too far,” he grunts. “Otherwise you wash up in this place.”

If one becomes too weak to stand up to a wee little girl, too humble to admit his commitment is a true value to be worshiped, too proud to admit where he stumbles, he's fucked. But we are doing concrete things here to get out of it. we left off at swatting away 100 shit tests without saying a word.

Now? I'm going to live in the now. Prepare all your gym gear to head to the gym. If you went yesterday, prepare all your stuff to go for a run. If you went for a run already? Prepare to go to fucking Starbucks and read some books, I don't care what you do. Make sure it's something better to do than sitting at home being a putz, shouldn't be hard, that's a pretty shitty thing to do on the weekdays.

Just before you go, go hit on the wife. I don't care if you're fat, your game is shit, or if her vagina has teeth coming out of it. Your goal is to hit on her, and get shot down. If you're just starting, it should be easy. If you can't get her to shoot you down, you don't leave the house. I want you to genuinely try to sex her up as best you know how. A big 10 second kiss, pat on the ass, do the helicopter in front of her, doesn't matter. Once you get shot down (and the harsher the better) go do that thing you planned. Big smile when you leave, big smile when you return. Don't talk about it, don't reflect on it, don't even think about it.

What are you doing?

You're getting hit by the waves, often, repeatedly, and on purpose. Tomorrow, repeat. Rumour is it takes 90 days to build a new pathway in your brain, you've already 'passing' 100 shit tests, right? 90 Rejections, 90 workouts, 90 reading sessions. It's a goal, and you know if you reached it, because 89 is not 90, it's worse than 0, because 0 didn't fail, he didn't try. Don't fail, your years of blue pill training should make this your moment to shine.

Go get shot down. I believe in you.

What the fuck is this bullshit supposed to accomplish?

It's probably hard to get 100 shit tests in a few months, no woman has that concentrated bitchiness. You need to practice passing them without a second thought. And if you are busy, it's setting you up for success. You're on your way to the gym, you only have time to cant your head and chuckle before you go.

Yup, she's frigid to my dadbod, story checks out, time to go lift.

You're practicing outcome independence. Tomorrow? Go do it again. Go fuck it up again. You'll start to care less and less. You'll start to do things you thought you wouldn't do before. Maybe you'll challenge yourself, pick her up and throw her on the bed one day. she'll deny you, and then you go to the gym, clearly those dead-lifts were working, she used to be hard as fuck to pick up. Man, you're almost though that book, I'm going to go hit on her so I can head down there.

I highly doubt you'll get shut down 90 times. If you're going to the gym that much, if you're actually starting to have your presence, conditional on your value received from the old lady, if you are practicing the parts of the game you never learned or practiced before, or were too chicken shit to try... Eventually, eventually, you'll start actually losing. You wanted to go out to the gym, but once you throw her down and give a ten second kiss, she stops resisting, and starts submitting. You may even have a 'damn, I really wanted to work shoulders today too'

So you cuddle for 20 minutes afterwards while she runs her mouth about the 'new you'. Sweet, shit test #74, cant your head, laugh, then get ready and go to the gym. give her a pat on the ass for being a good girl.

Want to know what makes a psychopath able to handle huge amounts of risk? Inability to bank emotions from past events. Each day is new, each day is coming from a position of 100% strength.