Hi Everyone,

Indian, 29m. I am a lawyer. I was so introvert and full of beta habits, that i used to watch a lot of movies. i was doing a shitty document review job, during those full beta days, I realized that i like filmmaking more than law.

Some months ago, i discovered rp, after that i left that job and started looking for higher smv jobs and other improvements. I still think, that a lot has to be done.

Right now, I have already cleared 2 stages of some government posts law exams and waiting for the interviews and also waiting for more exams.

But I can't let go of this filmmaking thing.

I have so many doubts about what to do. Should i switch to filmmaking? Or is filmmaking something, only beta people will do (got disillusioned with most of the movies after rp)? Or is this filmmaking thing is just a result of my old beta tendencies? Or should I focus on making my finances/future secure by getting a good job in law, and keep filmmaking as a side hustle?

Thanks in advance.