I just remembered how my ex told me that I was not a Goddess because I have flaws so what he was doing was preserving the harmony in our relationship by not bring up my past and he liked it if I do not bring his.

Coming to think of it now, I agree with what he said. I am not a Goddess, no matter how hard I tried to be one back then, reality had always reminded me about my mortality.

When I looked at him, he did not act like a God either, more of being a King. In that sense, I realized that I am a Queen, not a servant to a master and not cow to a breeder who should not applogize on who I am.

I am a Queen because I just use it not to control men in my Kingdom, that is more of a Goddess mentality. I am a Queen because I want to preserve my honor, my dignity and my right to be seen as a human being. I have faults and I have made mistakes, but it doesn't mean that I should be treated like a cattle, who gets lashed when it is not following a crowd.

I will stay a Queen to protect myself against: savages, con artists, mindless brutes, barbarians, and unforgiving Gods until I find a King who would open himself and just admits that he is also a commoner like me deep inside and who would prefer that I am is common wife while projecting Queen and Kingship to outsiders so that we protect our Kingdom, which is our bond and relationship.

What are your thoughts sisters?