I have a few hours to kill in a layover and taking the time to reflect on where am I in the journey.

I'm 27. It seems I have my life in order. I took the pill a bit more than a year ago.

I'm currently traveling for business, spending a week in Europe. I have been given important responsibilities at work that I could turn into a career if I put my head to it. But I'm not paid a lot and there is no room for negotiation before a year or two. Also, I have a hot co-worker that is too much of a distraction ever since we nearly fucked at her place.

I look the best I ever looked and there is still large room ahead for looking even better if I keep the workout routine religiously.

My interpersonal skills are up there. I speak my mind and I speak it well. I can bring laughter and/or intelligence to most conversations (but I'm often too bored to even try). I'm still passive with new people, making the acquisition of friends way difficult.

I'm not investing time in hobbies, not as much as I should. Working on it in the next few months.

I'm moving into my own little apartment downtown in 3 months. It's far from being a penthouse but it's my place. Should make logistics much easier for being social and spin plates.

I have the sexual validation of enough girls. I'm not having sex quite as often as my body and mind needs but it's because I like my sex my own way. I love the escalation but once that's finished and sex is on, I can't invest anything outside of my dick unless I really like the girl (aka feelings, and even then, it's a maybe). I don't want to kiss, lick, tease anymore that I have to. Once (if...) I'm finished, I don't want to have anything to do with her. I find a lot of food for my ego in giving pleasure but it's still boring when she means nothing to me (and I'm not even sure it's any different with girls that do mean something to me, I have 0 experience with that, only fantasies).

And that's pretty much it really. I'm not exactly sure what to look forward to. I'm not even sure I should be looking forward to something, I'm wondering if the key to happiness is not to simply be in the moment, as much as possible, without regard for past and future, and simply believe that the future will be bright as long as you take care of yourself (health and work).