I'm 18 and in high school, and I am currently underweight due to social anxiety destroying my appetite and frequently making me feel nauseous. I am currently 6'0 tall and only around 126 pounds. I have been working with a therapist and my anxiety has improved a lot, but my appetite still hasn't returned.

There are a few girls in my grade that I have liked for a while, and now that my anxiety is clearing up I can actually start to talk to them. However, I feel like no girl will actually find me attractive due to being so skinny.

It's probably going to take me around a year of consistent lifting just to get to a normal looking body, and another 1-2 years to even look like I lift. However, its going to take a while for me to regain my appetite so I probably won't be a normal weight until I am around 19-20 years old, which fucking sucks.

I want to start dating and having sex so fucking badly, but it's impossible to have any confidence when the girl you like has arms that are double the size of yours.