My gf of 2.5 years, who I started dating since the beginning of freshman year. With it went my room (so i have to work 20 hours on top of junior mechanical engineer to pay for my new rent), all my friends, being left with nothing. I have very little time to rebuild my life(except during the weekend, but no clubs meet on the weekend so idk how to build it), and I know while im struggling shes having the time of her life. The stress of trying to learn game, maintain hard classes, growing a social circle, all on a limited time. Thats with all the anguish of true loneliness after building a life I was happy for once in my life.