So my LTR of 10 months had a complete light switch effect after I broke up with her. Just like it says in trp. In her eyes now I've never actually shown interest in her, never cared enough, etc. Which might be kind of true as I'm a pretty stoic guy most of the time. She was all over me tho. Always.

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Anyway, for me it's the complete opposite. I remember only the good times. When I think about her the first thing that comes up in my mind is the good times we had together.

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I know I have strong oneitis and I'm gonna try and fix that real quick. Going to try and slay some new pussy and focus on the gym and school. We are from the same school so forgetting her is kinda hard but nvm.

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I actually see myself with her again in the future. Maybe next year. During that time period, I'll try fuck as many girls as possible and get as jacked as possible, also getting my grades up and getting a car. I know it's not a good idea to have your ex back, but in a year time we'd be totally different people (atleast me) and she is a good girl that didn't have any red flags. Do you think if she sees my SMV drastically improving, the light switch effect would be reversed?

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Also I felt really depressed and sad after I broke up with her as she was my first ever (kiss,fuck,relationship) but now I feel extremely motivated to improve my SMV.