Im 18 and I feel the want to experience having an LTR.

Well the pursuing part when you find someone really attractive and gaming them. The chase, here we go, jokes and all witty convos I could try to pull off, push and pull and all those shit. But once they actually reciprocate and be really submissive, I lose interest very quickly and get very anxious that i may lead them on.

Like fuck. Im going to consult myself to an hour with a professional actually but if anybody ever had to feel this, hope you could help, its really bothering. Im young i know and its just a girl.