I'm 6'3'' @ 200 lbs @ 15% bf and started training MMA as well.

I'm well off and overall should be very satisfied in my position.

My LTR seems to love me and sex is amazing and all that.

But...no matter what, I always get anxious at paranoid thoughts.

"What if there is a tougher, taller, more dimorphic male who will mog be at place X?"

"What if she sees me next to someone who is better?"

I know hypergamy and so I only try to be seen by women in groups where I'm at same level or better than other men. If I'm being mogged, I just get the fuck out and find a smaller pond where I can be a big fish, since I know women will always go for the top male.

How the fuck do I get rid of this mentally messed up line of thinking?

I'm legit considering leg lengthening just to be 6'5'' or something roided beast, since I live in tall area and even at 6'2'' I get heightmogged daily.

Life like this is a pain.

inb4 troll