So I'll keep this as short as possible. I'm a virgin at 25, I've spent the last 2 years losing over 120lb, (6 months recently in the gym to build muscle), as well as working on improving myself, learning how to read and give social cues, learning to not dress like a homeless man, I'm studying and working in STEM, and more recently fully embraced the red pill, but blue pill conditioning still runs very deep and rears its ugly head.

I have pretty much a gilt edged chance for consistant sex at the moment, but she's crazy (i can smell BPD through the whatsapp messages). And crazy dumb. And by crazy dumb I mean she might actually be in special needs classes. I'm pretty sure the dumb outweighs the crazy so I don't need to worry about fucking and chucking, but she has literally nothing going for her beyond 'has tits and a vagina', 'is willing' (and by 'willing' i mean literally begging me to hook up, randomly sending nudes throughout the day etc) and 'Sometimes she shaves downstairs'. Face wise she's a solid 2, body is maybe a 4, not fat, but no ass, tits aint amazing and her vag looks like a punched lasagna. Personality wise she's maybe a 1 at the most.

Normally the red pill stance would be 'run a mile, don't stick your dick in crazy and dont settle for less than you know you deserve' etc and as conceited as this will probably sound I fully feel like I deserve better from all the effort I've put in to improving myself. Does the usual advice still apply to someone in my situation? Should I run to the hills, should I fuck it once just to get the monkey off my back, should I fuck and keep it going as a plate until I find a better one for the sake of getting practice.

Red pill guidance has never let me down yet, so what am I meant to do in this situation?