I want to be everything. I want to be a good grappler, surfer, a good musician, a good actor, good businessman. I want to make people laugh and have everyone love me.

But i know this is not realistic, and it stresses me out and it reduces the flow. But most importantly i want everyone to love me. I want to say the right thing at the right time all the time. I dont know how to stop this and it stresses me out and blocks my mental creativity