I moved to Germany 3 years ago, I was 16 now I'm 19.
I moved there with my dad. Finished 9th class as the best student in the class, started apprenticeship, absolutely killing it.
October 2018 I escaped from living with my narcissistic dad, saved some money and earned money online, packed my shit up and moved to my own apartment, I grew up overnight basically.

You would think that because I had a rough childhood (alot more to it, too long story) I must be insecure tralalal.. opposite, extroverted loud and natural with girls (I was about 70% red pilled before knowing about red pill).
But I can't be like this in Germany, compared to other foreigners my language is really good I learned it pretty fast, but still I just can't be this loud funny flirting guy I am when I go back home in Serbia.

I feel like a victim there idk, it's like I moved there to save myself from bad economy situation in my home country, which is true but idk why I feel so bad about it.