I don't know whats wrong with me, I can't motivate my self to do it. I can go to the gym and all just fine but when it comes to studying I just cant. It's hard to stay motivated especially when you study hard for a test and still get low. How do you keep yourself motivated at times like this? How do you exactly study efficiently and effectively? my course has biology in it. So it's more about memorizing stuff which I'm not able to do. However due to circumstances my parents wont let me drop and I am not of age either. I feel so hopeless and depressed. The last time I wanted to do something and dreamed they shut it down. My passion lies in physics and maths but they wont let me pursue it further and due to that my interest in that has also died down. What should I do redpill?

sorry for the long post.