An old plate who has a bf basically reappeared in my bed last weekend. Best plate I’ve had and it’s been a solid year since we last hooked up. But last year I was bluepilled. Lately I’ve been living the red pill life and it’s is definitely working, been trying to keep the plates spinning and moving on but this one plate makes me think bluepilled thoughts again. I have the choice of seeing her in the coming weeks and I’m wondering if I should just drop her and continue with other plates or test my red pill awareness by putting myself around her. She is definitely my hottest plate and I’m definitely not done tearing that shit up. But I am even questioning if I’m giving the right answers to her shit tests? Do I test my strength or stay away?