Everything till December was good. And then she got sexually assaulted. Yet she continued to hang out with him. It took me a week to pull the entire story out of her as to what happened that night. I lost all my trust in her, she lied to me before caving. It took another two months and a break for her to finally report him. Since then she has resented me and she strung me along for 6 months till she found someone “better” than me. I don’t think she ever full on cheated. But I noticed she started hanging out with a new guy, every day. And last night she brought up all of our problems. And all of the problems were with me. Even though she never gave 100%, she never initiated anything but sex, she constantly told me she loved me even though it was a lie, she never took the blame for anything (how surprising), she used me to boost her ego, her self worth. She didn’t give a single fuck about me, unless it was beneficial to her. But she was right about one thing, I deserve better, I was there for her when she was broken, i lifted her up and she shit all over me. And this was the girl I thought I was going to marry. Moral of the story, don’t be a door mat like I was. Don’t ignore the red flags. All women are the same.