She told me she doesn't feel anything for me anymore 2 months ago and ever since then I never felt happt anymore and very broken. Right now I just don't know how I'm feeling and what to do.. I met her in a online virtual world a long time ago and we were friends for few years before we dated for 2 years before breaking up 2 months ago when she confessed she doesn't love me anymore. What's hard about moving on is that.. my whole life I was always lonely.. I m socially awkward (Asperger's) and I don't have any friends irl, and u know, all these years everyday I have only been messaging her and some other few friends that I also met from the game. She was the voice in my head for so long.. she made me feel warm, and cared... But now she completely changed and it's just so hard for me.. always criticizing me, never the first to start the convo, and what lead me to start this post was when I asked her if she would pick her new online friend that she met just a week ago over me and she said yes, and that just broke me. I known her for so long and we talked almost everyday and now she's being like this to me and I just don't know what to believe or feel anymore. When we were dating she was so sweet.. but now she Really or seem to no longer care about me and she's just a selfish horrible person? I think she's proud that she dumped someone who was with her for years and she thinks how that makes her strong. And it makes me very mad. I never met her irl nor do we live at the same country, I don't find her attractive irl anyways but never once told her that. Like I just wanna move on..and just give up on her, but I don't know how..like I said, she was a sweet person to me for years and was the only person I had..and now she just completely set me aside. and I'm just so shocked and don't know how to understand or comprehend this..even if I do go... I won't ever feel happy about myself again.. because of how I was dumped which means I am not good enough even when I was with her everyday, and how I just stayed and begged her to be with me again showing how I'm such a desperate, emotional, petty person who will take crap
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