Went to school w/o a specific major or career in mind, fell for the "everyone changes their mind" nonsense (it's debt-building bullshit), got caught up in women/drugs/ect while wasting time, mental health FUCKING TANKED TO SHIT, grades went to shit too, I blew 2nnd chances, now I'm with the fam again and a job with ppl who havetn graduated HS. You guys talk about npcs, imagine dealing with the ignorant masses because you lost direction.

im scrawny and good with numbers and I want to learn some code and ML and maybe basic game design. how do I stop being such a faggot?