I made some posts here on TRP about why I wasnt able to do stuff. Like approaching, making a move, when I've improved myself more than enough to get laid by the average girl at the very least.

I get the shots to go at it but I just dont do it, and I just couldnt really put my hands on what it was that was making me back off, if it was childhood trauma, just plain retarded, afraid of something, but now after several long posts of talking and discussing this with several people who were kind enough to give me a helping hand, and now I kinda finally brain clicked whats 'wrong' with me.

When I was a teen I had extreme OCD, like praying 3 times before going to bed in perfect order, I spent hours doing it while just wanting to sleep, watching the door like 22 times in a row otherwise I just couldnt sleep, checking if my lil sis was breathing or not, just OCD stuff, it was hard but without telling anyone about it I just kinda fought it and eventually it was gone.

I do still kinda want things good and perfect, but nothing major, just the regular with a little extra, but now I realized I am doing the same on dating.

I have the shots to kiss, approach, and close girls but I just dont do it and now I realize why, because I tell myself its not perfect. "Its not the right lightning" "Its too dark" "I aint wearing the right clothes" "I checked the time, its 10 past 9 so 10 means bad luck so I aint gonna do it"

I kept gaving myself ridicolous excuses because it wanst perfect, and then I was going and still am about it and didnt know what to do about it. Ok now I know whats wrong. I am applying OCD to dating to the point of it being a wall I keep hitting when I just want to fuck and she wants too.

Anyone got any tips on how to deal with this? Should I seek therapy for this? Should I just say fuck it and go for it the most retard way until it just snaps out of me? I dont really know.